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More Stories...

 
Stories - Page One

TABLE OF CONTENTS

Page One:

January, 2003: Snowy Ride

January, 2003: Happy Birthday To Zephyr!

February, 2003: Ground Driving

February, 2003: Snowmobile Scare

February 17, 2003: Ski-Joring

April, 2003: Hidden Brook 25
(AKA: "What do you mean this trail is flat??")

May, 2003: Northeast Morab 25

June, 2003: Acadia 50 Ride & Drive
(AKA: The Wrong 50)

Page Two

Page Three

Page Four

Page Five

Snowy Ride - January, 2003:

On Saturday, we had already gotten 12-14" of snow by the time I arrived at the barn. I needed 4-Low to get into the driveway, because it's uphill and hadn't yet been plowed, and there was a big snowbank from the road plow.

The barn door hadn't even been shoveled out; I had to dig it out myself in order to get in. My friend arrived shortly thereafter, in her own 4x4 vehicle. The owner's son was out sledding, and came over to tell us we were nuts.

It was still snowing hard when we rode out. The woods trails were gorgeous; so quiet and peaceful. We saw quite a few white rabbits out and about, and deer tracks. The pine branches hung low over the trails, weighed down by the new snow. The soft music of the bells on our horses' necklaces was festive and merry.

In a neighboring field, we turned our backs to the wind and let the horses gallop. They snorted and leapt through the deep snow, finally tiring and slowing to a walk on their own.

We rode for an hour. On our way back across the field to the barn, the wind was blowing the snow right in our faces. We had to duck our heads and close our eyes, so we pretended we were cowboys bringing the herd home in a blizzard. Kinda immature for a 27 year old and a 36 year old, but hey.


Happy Birthday to Zephyr - January, 2003:

It was time to celebrate Zephyr's birthday, so I baked a carrot cake and stuck some baby carrots in it for candles. He enjoyed it very much!

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MMMMMMMM, GOOOOOOOD!!

Ground Driving - February, 2003:

It was clearly the first time anyone had done ground driving with him. And since I've never done it before either, neither of us really knew what to do.

At first, he just kinda twisted around in the long lines, like he was trying to look behind him and see what was going on. I was really glad I'd spent all that time getting him desensitized to ropes around his legs last summer. Not even an instant of scariness! It was like he was saying "I don't know what you want, Mom, but you usually think up fun things to do, so I'm gonna just stick around until I figure out what this new game is."

I wanted to get out into the middle of the arena so I could drive him around me (as if I was lungeing him) but didn't know how to get him there. I ended up driving him from the side, as if I wanted a circle but without asking for any turns. I do that all the time on a single rope, so it was easy.

Then I stood still and asked for a circle. I had some flutters of nerves when I started thinking about turning him, because I've got him trained to turn by facing me, which would of course be a VERY BAD THING. But, thank God, it worked out perfectly - he felt the rope against his butt, and he knows to "follow the feel" so he moved his butt away from the pressure (towards me) and turned perfectly. I am so proud of my boy!!

After the circles, I drove him all around the arena, doing lots of changes of direction. At one point, he even GAITED!!! He's never done that with me on the ground and on Saturday I swore up and down to a friend of mine that he never would!! Granted, it was because he was excited, but STILL!!

AHHHHHHH what a feeling!

Snowmobile Scare - February, 2003:

Zephyr and I went riding around 8:00 last night, in the woods behind the barn. As we reached the edge of the field and prepared to enter the woods, he got "stuck" and didn't want to go in. I thought the LED light I was wearing might be making shadows that he didn't like, so I shut it off.

Couldn't keep it off, though, because I get spooked too easily if I can't see what boogie men are lurking. So I turned it back on and urged him into the woods.
We were quietly enjoying the narrow and curvy trail, and I had just noticed a few snowflakes beginning to fall, when I heard a noise ahead of us.

It got a little louder.

It started to sound an awful lot like a snowmobile.

The trees were dense, and the trail only about 4 feet wide.

Through the trees, I saw the headlight of the snowmobile, speeding down the trail towards us.

I knew there was no way they could stop in time, once they saw us. The trail was just too curvy.

I spun Zephyr around, and urged him back down the trail at a dead run. We followed the curves, and I remembered to duck under the lowhanging branch.

I turned him onto the first offshoot trail we came to, then spun around to face the oncoming snow beast. The headlight came around the corner, and as it shone on us, I waved both arms.

It sped past, then stopped. Both riders got off, and came running back. It was the barn owner's 16 yo son, and his friend. I was laughing, and yelling "SURPRISE!!" at them. "I bet you didn't expect to see a horse out here!" They said no, they hadn't. They'd seen the light on my helmet, but didn't know what it was, and were actually chasing it! LOL

Good thing Zephyr's more levelheaded than I am. He must have heard the snowmobile before we went into the woods - he acted like it was no surprise at all to run into it later. My heart was beating a mile a minute, and HE was just standing there going, "That was fun, can we gallop through the woods in the dark a bit more, now?"

Sheesh.

Oh well, now the boys know what that mysterious light is, and if they ever see it again, they won't chase it!

Ski-Joring - February 17, 2003:

Zephyr and I did something new, and found a way to get my boyfriend on the trails with us - ski joring! I was so very proud of both of them - Louis for staying on his feet even at a canter, and Zephyr for being so calm and level-headed about it all! (Pretty good for a horse that has never towed anything in his life, and has only been ground-driven once!)

Monday dawned sunny but COLD. The forecast said a high of 20, but by noon it was still only 10. I set off for the barn, dressed more warmly than usual (insulated ski pants over my polypropylene long underwear and my fleece-lined breeches) because I wouldn't be able to ride bareback for warmth.

When I got there, the horses were all still inside because it was so cold. They'd been inside for days, though, and I knew Zephyr would be thrilled to get out of there for a while.

I saddled him up, and got out the stuff I was planning to rig a harness out of: an old wool-felt girth, some baling twine, and a set of driving reins.

About 20 minutes later, I'd rigged him up in a workable harness, but didn't want to take it back off to ride him over there because the baling twine knots were what held it all together. So I just unbuckled the reins, coiled each one up at the back of the saddle, and rode off.

It's 3 miles over to the groomed ski trails at the University Forest, where Louis was planning to meet me. The trails are on the OTHER side of the river, so we ride along the roads to get there.

On the way, we encountered some unusual obstacles... it was a weekday, so the normally-silent lumberyard was in full gear. Zephyr had to stop and stare at the giant metal crane that was lifting logs high into the air. After a moment, we continued. We did have to stop one more time as we passed the lumberyard, but I was just thankful he was the type to stop and stare, rather than the type that wants to turn and run.

We continued down Rt. 16 uneventfully, and turned right. We got about 20 yards further down the road, when I saw a police car crest the hill ahead of us. His blue lights were flashing. My gut tightened – I just knew that siren was on.

The cruiser got closer… close enough to hear the siren… I started waving my arm frantically, motioning that he should cut the siren. Zephyr, not well-trained in neckreining, took the opportunity to whirl around and take a couple steps towards home. I had to stop waving long enough to turn him back around. It wasn’t until I could actually see the cop’s face, that he cut the siren. Sheesh.

Zephyr was trembling and walking hesitantly at this point, and didn’t much feel like approaching the bridge because of the sound of the water rushing over the dam. Now, normally he doesn’t have a problem with any of it, but the combination of the log-eating monster and the loud siren was getting to him.

I was able to persuade him that the sound of the water didn’t mean he was about to get eaten, and we crossed the bridge as usual. That is, we waited until our lane was clear, then got right out near the yellow line, and trotted briskly across. Of course, the traffic on the opposite side (as usual) didn’t wait for us to get across before they drove past at 50mph. Sheesh.

Just a couple hundred yards later, we turned onto College Ave. at the same time as Louis, although from the opposite direction. That road is a narrow, potholey, paved road that most people do about 40 on. But, I’ve never had any problems with cars on that road… no trucks are allowed, and there’s lots of room for them to move into the other lane. Soon, we got to the parking lot where Louis was putting on his skis.

We started out with Louis propelling himself along behind Zephyr, so he could get used to the sound of the skis on the snow. He didn't react at all, so a minute later, we stopped so I could release the tow lines and tie the ski poles onto the back of the saddle.

Louis grabbed the knotted end of the lines, and off we went, at a walk. A couple times right at the beginning, Zephyr stopped because he’s trained to back up when there is pressure on his chest – but he quickly figured out that he was supposed to move forward in spite of the pressure.

We walked for a little while, then moved up into his intermediate gait, then trot, and finally canter. All this time, Louis was doing great staying on his feet. He was over to the right side of the trail, with his skis in the established tracks, and I was over to the left so I wouldn’t ruin the ski tracks. This also helped him avoid being struck by flying turds, by the way.

We explored all my favorite trails; the only challenges were negotiating the narrower trails (because of the ski poles I’d tied on) and turning around at the end of one of the trails. The turn went really well, Zephyr didn’t get the lines tangled around his legs at all, but as we moved off I noticed MY leg was tangled so I had to stop him while I fixed it.

Photos were difficult to accomplish, as I was unable to con anyone into coming along. I did the best I could from the saddle, and then at the end I stood back and got a picture of Zephyr in the harness, with Louis still holding the tow lines.


Click above photo for a closeup of Zephyr's frozen whiskers. :)


It's hard to turn completely around while cantering! Not a bad photo, for all that, though.


What's that buried in the snow? Is that a park bench? It can't be! Why, yes, so it is! (Click for closeup.) After all, we do have about 3 feet of snow on the ground. You just can't tell, because the ski trail is groomed with a machine that makes the surface easy to walk on.

Hidden Brook 25 - April, 2003:

On Friday afternoon, my friend Traci and I loaded up our horses and went to our first Competitive Trail Ride (CTR). You go the night before to get your horses checked by the vet, and the ride is Saturday morning. It was 25 miles. (In a CTR, you have a certain amount of time in which you have to complete the ride - it doesn't matter who crosses the finish line first, it's not a race. The winner is the person whose horse is in the best condition at the finish line, when compared to the condition he was in at the vet check the night before.)

There were quite a few "big names" in Endurance Racing at the ride. We were very surprised to see them! It turns out that they use these little rinky-dink 25mi CTRs to train for their 50 & 100mi Endurance Races. Little did we know that we would be camping next door to "The Grande Dame of Endurance" and competing against several folks who'd ridden (and done very well!) in the World Equestrian Games and other international events!

The biggest pain in the butt was the overnight hassles. We had packed the front compartment of the trailer as full as we could, but there was still a lot of stuff in the 4Runner that had to be moved SOMEWHERE ELSE so we could sleep back there. We tied the horses to the trailer, which would have been fine except that the horses loose in the field next to us got to running around and bucking, and Traci's mare was tied on that side of the trailer and she started freaking out, neighing and trying to get loose. Traci was afraid we'd wake The Grande Dame so she decided we had to load the horses onto the trailer. Yep you betcha, while we were loading them The Grande Dame came out to check on her horse, who was getting excited by the commotion. Traci and I were so embarrassed... (we hadn't talked to her yet at that point, and she is pretty intimidating... but she was nice about it the next day).

Anyway, so now it's 11:30 and the horses are ON the trailer, which is still attached to the truck, in which we are trying, and FAILING to sleep. We knew we'd have to get up and feed them at 3:30 anyway, because that's what time they're accustomed to eating. At 3:10, the truck started rocking violently as the horses decided the gravy train should be arriving any minute, and they'd better make a ruckus or the train might pass them by. So we got to wake The Grande Dame TWICE IN ONE NIGHT!

However, after a few moments of charming conversation orchestrated by MOI, The Grande Dame invited us in (to her heated camper/trailer) for coffee on Saturday morning, and also lent me a bag to put my stuff in for the vet check in the middle of the ride.

After a dicey start, during which Zephyr revealed that he knows there is a difference between a trail ride and a Competitive Trail Ride, we settled into a comfortable pace and enjoyed the ride. Incidentally, we were laughing the whole way because the ride manager had told me the ride was mostly flat... just a few hills. Yeah right! Mostly flat up or flat down, but never flat horizontal! WOWIE that was a hilly ride.

Our horses both finished the 25 miles in good condition, but we mis-paced ourselves and finished 4 minutes late. So we lost 4 points. Both of our horses had minor deductions for things like slight swelling in the lower legs, but all in all they held up great. Still had lots of energy at the finish line. The vet congratulated me because Zephyr did the whole 25 miles barefoot (an unusual sight) and his feet were fine.

We both got ribbons for having completed the ride. Several of the 30 horses were pulled for lameness. The Grande Dame won the event... finished with a perfect score of 100. Next weekend, she's hosting a clinic/lecture on CTRs at her house. We'll be there!

We had a blast, and weren't as sore as we thought we'd be. Not during the ride, not last night, and not today either. I was told, however, that Zephyr was laying down in his stall when Arthur went to clean it... and he didn't bother to get up so Arthur had to pick poop around him. He was doing better when I saw him today, though.

Northeast Morab 25 - May, 2003:
My friend Traci and I drove to MA early Friday morning, for Saturday’s 25 mile Competitive Trail Ride (CTR). We left about an hour late because I blew a fuse while hooking up the trailer – the electric tailgate window on the 4Runner wouldn’t go up after that. I *WAS* able to replace the correct fuse for the turn signals, but never did find out why the window wouldn’t work. Drove to MA with it down the whole way – will bring it to the shop tomorrow.

The ride was great – good footing, so you could go as fast or slow as you needed to, at pretty much any point in the ride. It would have been nice if it was a loop, instead of a straight out-and-back route, but it was OK anyway. At the end of the 25 miles, both Zephyr and I were wishing it was a longer ride! He had just started “hitting his stride” at about the 20-mile mark.

We paced ourselves perfectly this time, so we arrived back at camp right in the middle of the allowed time. Both horses met the pulse & respiration (P&R) criteria at the halfway point, but Nettie did not pulse down at the end. Zephyr did.

Both Nettie and Zephyr were marked down .5 for windpuffs on both hind legs. Nettie also came up with a grade 3 lameness (although she was fine during the entire ride… when we got back we waited about 40 minutes for the trot-out, and apparently she started to “feel it” then) and lost 3 points for that. Zephyr lost 1.5 points for being a schmuck during the trot-out… he broke into a canter a few times, so they said it was a “severe degradation” of willingness. We’ll be working on that, for sure! He also was marked down .5 for something that he shouldn’t have been, because it WAS marked on the initial vet check, but they didn’t see it written there during the final vetting, so the scribe marked it down and the vet took .5 off for it. L I didn’t fight to get the .5 back, but I am going to ask the ride manager what the protocol would have been if I *DID* want to argue about it. (If it had been 1 point or more, I would have argued to get it back.)

Anyway, out of at least 40 riders, Zephyr got 9th with a score of 97.5 out of 100 (wonder where he would have placed if he’d been given his correct score of 98?). Nettie did not place, but Traci did receive a “completion.” We felt both horses did very well, for just their 2nd CTR. Plus, it’s still early in the season, so they’re not totally in condition.

Our friends Bill and Steph also got completions. Bill, in fact, came in 3rd! Congratulations, Bill (even though you keep rubbing my nose in it)!

 

Just one section of Ridecamp, late Friday afternoon (only about half the rigs were there yet):


Our campsite (left) and Bill and Steph’s campsite (who drove down with us).


Zephyr, all ready to ride on Saturday morning, hooked up to the new Hi Tie tether:


A section of trail – part of a National or State Forest of some kind:


A lady we rode with off and on, who gave us some neat pointers on how to do stuff:


Zephyr after the ride:


Finally got a picture of him letting me hang out with him while laying down:


We stayed at our friends’ house on Saturday night, so we wouldn’t have to do the entire 7-hour drive in one attempt… we were pretty sleepy! These pictures were taken at their GORGEOUS house in New Gloucester, Maine.

View from the road:


View of the barn from the house:


View we saw from our bedroom window when we woke up in the morning:


Zephyr in the paddock:


Nettie in the paddock:


Acadia 50 Ride & Drive - June, 2003

My riding buddy and I loaded up our ponies on Friday around 2pm, and got to the campsite around 4. Unloaded all our gear, got their stalls ready, and settled them in.

Vetted them in; both judges really liked our horses... on the score sheet they said Zephyr's trot was "steady/rhythmic, and eager." I think Nettie's said "big and machine-like" or something. LOL

Stood in line for burgers and dogs, sat around the "florescent campfire" to sing cowboy songs and drink our favorite wine.

DAY ONE - 30 MILES:

Got up at 4am, and couldn't find the lightswitch in the barn. Good thing the barn had such open outer-walls... and good thing the sun started to come up soon.

Ready to head out (sorry, could NOT get him to look at me!):


The first 15 miles were fabulous - everyone was having a great time. Zephyr was feeling good, and giving me his "747 trot" whenever I asked. Man I love that feeling! We alternated between trot and canter, with some walking if they needed a breather. Both horses waited a long time to drink, which was worrisome, and Zephyr didn't pee in the first few miles like he usually does. But when the judges observed us trotting on the trail, they said Zephyr was "nice and bright, eager/strong," and had "no loss of energy." It was sunny and probably mid-60's to low-70's, but I don't think it was that humid. NO BUGS! How nice!

On the trail:


At the 15-mile vet check, the pulse parameter was 60 - Zephyr was at 52. His respiration was a little higher than it had been at our last ride, but still good. Trot-out went great. Both horses chowed down on the apples and carrots, and lipped at their beet pulp slurry.

The second half of the trail was VERY confusing. Since we were riding at Acadia National Park on the carriage trails, all trail markings had to be very unobtrusive. Even so, several of the markers on the second half of the trail had been sabotaged by hikers. About half of the 30 competitors took a wrong turn and went 4 miles out of the way, then had to go back those same 4 miles to continue on the correct trail.

Optimum ride time (no time penalties) was 5 to 5.5 hours. Normally, if you come in more than 30 minutes late, you're disqualified. None of us knew for sure whether ride management would decide to waive that because of the sabotaged markings... so we really kicked ass to get back within 6 hours. That was tough... that means 38 miles at an average speed of 6.33 mph... including all water stops. It doesn't sound that fast, but believe me, it FEELS fast. Ya cain't slow down for NOTHING. So after we got lost, we did most of it at an extended trot or canter. Even downhill! (Traci and I both had shin splints from all the downhill trotting.) There was this one really cool section that went downhill on tight switchbacks over a creek. The bridges were cement, so the horses with shoes were skidding as they hit them. Zephyr (barefoot behind, booted in front) was the only one who was fine. Six of us raced down those switchbacks side-by-side in pairs at a huge trot.

Traci and I got out in front of the other 4 horses somehow. We were only a mile or so from camp when Zephyr and Nettie dropped to a walk on their own. We let them walk for a few minutes, then a pair of horses came up behind us at a trot and both of ours got energized again. We crossed the finish line at a full-out canter, still trying to beat the 6 hours. We were a few minutes over, but it wasn't our horses' fault. They had done EVERYTHING we asked them to do, ably and cheerfully.

As soon as we crossed the line, I got off and sat down on the ground. The shin splint I'd developed in my left leg was KILLING me. Zephyr was a good boy... just stood there perfectly still and looked at me, as if wondering what I was doing down there.

It was then, that the ride manager came over and told us not to worry... no one would be disqualified, because half the riders went off trail... and it was because of sabotage. Well shoot, if we'd known, we wouldn't have raced home! Lesson learned... sort of. You can never count on a different ride manager making the same decision in a similar situation.

At the end of Day One, the pulse parameter was 44. Normally, we'd walk in, so the horses can get a head-start on pulsing down. But since we'd cantered in, Zephyr got a 48. Nettie was also over, but I don't remember how much. My trot-out went great, though... they said Zephyr still had lots of energy and looked great. In fact, as I ran the straight part of the trot-out pattern, he actually broke into a canter right next to me! How wierd! Traci's horse, unfortunately, came up lame at the trot-out. She'd been fine on the trail, but something had set in during the 20-30 minutes we'd been waiting to see the vet. He said it looked like the suspensory ligament, and that if she was still tender there in the morning, he would pull her out of the ride.

Took care of the horses' needs, ate our dinner (lobster for Traci, chicken for me), massaged each others lower legs and feet, and fell asleep before we hit the sleeping bags.

DAY TWO - 20 MILES:

Ride meeting was held, to explain the trail for Day Two. I wanted to get Zephyr out to stretch his legs, so I brought him to the meeting. (MISTAKE # ONE!) He wanted to eat grass, and wouldn't stand still... so while I was hearing everything, and writing down my arrows correctly, I wasn't giving it my FULL attention.

Nettie was still sore, so Traci pulled herself from the ride. Helped me get Zephyr ready. I almost forgot his Easy Boots, so I had to go back and put them on in a hurry. (MISTAKE # TWO!) It started raining.

I walked him around for a few minutes before our start time. They start people in pairs, every 2 minutes. Since Traci wasn't riding, I was starting alone. But I was #18 out of 28 horses, so I was confident that I'd be able to join up with folks who started after me. Unfortunately, when they called my number and asked me to trot across the starting line, Zephyr was clearly "off." From the sound of his footfalls, I knew one of the boots was on wrong. Thinking about it later, I realized I could have just ridden without them... it was only a 2:45-3 hour ride, and he would have been fine for that long. (MISTAKE # THREE!) It took me several minutes to remove and reset the boot, and remount. By that time, everyone else had left. So then, I was leaving camp on the second day of riding, which Zephyr has never been asked to do, and I was leaving last, and I was leaving alone, AND it was raining (which Zephyr can't STAND). With no other horses around to motivate him, I'm lucky he even agreed to go.

We walked the first bit, just in case he was still stiff from yesterday. Which made it impossible to catch up with anyone, of course. Headed up the Bubble Pond trail (3 miles), which was a repeat trail from the day before, at a steady working trot. Got to the end of that section, saw the vet, and made a joke about how tough it was to leave last. He had a confused/concerned look on his face... gently broke the news that I was off-trail again. Apparently, at the first turn... you guessed it... I went the wrong way. Skipped an entire 5-mile loop around Day Mountain, and added an extra 6 miles to my day's ride because I was going to have to turn around, go back 3 miles to the Day Mountain loop, then come BACK up the Bubble Pond trail again. I turned around and headed back at that same steady trot. Passed all the other riders/drivers who were going the other (correct) way. I could hardly see them through my tears - I'd really let my horse down. They felt so bad for me, they told me later...

Zephyr did as I asked... we went up and around Day Mountain. Would not canter... that steady working trot was all he could give. And when I turned him up that Bubble Pond trail again, he was less than thrilled. We were probably halfway back to where the vet had been, when he told me in no uncertain terms that this was NOT what he'd signed up for. He'd done 38 miles the day before, and the last half had been at a crazy pace. The fact that he'd had to leave camp today AT ALL had been bad enough... but he'd left camp LAST, ALONE, and IN THE RAIN. (Did I mention he can't STAND getting rained on??) And now, I was asking him to do the SAME TRAIL four times in two days!?!?!?! ALONE??? "No thanks, Mom, I'm going to stand RIGHT HERE until you come to your senses and decide we've done enough!"

After some hysterics on my part, which I am not proud of, and a lot of wailing and sobbing, I convinced him to walk on. But a walk was all I acheived. Nothing in the world would make him trot. At that point, knowing that I had 2 hours before I was disqualified, and that I'd technically only done 6-7 miles of the 20, there was NO way we'd get home in time. I apologized to him, turned around, and let him walk home as slowly as he wanted. I felt so stupid for missing that turn... and I was so terribly upset that we would not get our "completion."

I rode into a quiet, deserted camp. As I dismounted, the ride manager and several volunteers drove in. They must have heard that I'd never made it back to the top of the Bubble Pond trail, so they knew what had happened. The manager just came over and hugged me. I don't know what she said, anymore... I'm sure it was something wonderfully comforting. I cried in her arms.

I led Zephyr down to our barn, where I found Traci. Obviously, she knew something was really wrong. I told her, through tears. She hugged me, and I cried some more, while swearing loudly about my stupidity in missing that turn.

I was cold, wet, tired, angry at myself, and SO disappointed that my STUPID mistake had ruined everything we'd worked so hard for. I don't really remember removing Zephyr's tack and putting his cooler on, but I must have done so. Then I just curled up against the side of the stall and put my head in my arms, shaking with cold and disappointment. Traci comforted me as best she could... she told me later she had no idea what to say. I don't blame her.

People started to come back into camp very soon. Yes, I'd been out THAT long, and only done 7 miles of the official trail. They were only about 30 minutes behind me coming into camp. Not wanting to seem unsportsmanlike, I wiped away the tears. But the very first person who came up to tell me they were sorry about what had happened, I burst out in tears again. How wussy of me. I got lots of hugs and comforting words, but I still didn't feel any better.

Traci and I went up to the camp site so I could change into dry clothes. To be honest, I also wanted to get away, so I wouldn't have to talk to anyone.

Later, we packed up our gear, loaded the horses, and headed out before the awards ceremony. I really hope no one thought we were poor sports for doing so... I just couldn't have sat through it. And I wouldn't have wanted my depression to spoil anyone else's moment.

At some point later, Traci and I were talking about it. We were already VERY PROUD of our horses for doing 38 miles the first day; they'd given us their best effort SO willingly - and came in strong afterwards. When you added in the 13 miles I did on the second day, Zephyr and I actually DID do 50 miles in 2 days. They may have been the WRONG 50 miles, but it was 50 miles nonetheless. That, and a night's sleep, has made me feel better. I may not have the completion on my record, but my horse and I rode 50 miles in two days. We rode hard the first day, and faced challenges on the second day that would have made a lesser horse "fold" much sooner. I am very proud of Zephyr, and grateful that he is mine.

Thank you for reading this... it's been very theraputic to write.

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